just when i have nothing else to do.

finally.. i'm back. it's been quite a while... and a lot of things (many, really!) happened in my life during that span of time. but i opened my blogger account without the idea of writing something about those 'a lot' of happenings . i actually prefer to write about this day -- whatever happened to my life on this 19th day of March. but don't get me wrong. i know what u are thinking. it's not that something really so special or even extraordinary happened today. in fact, this day is far from something i can call 'good' or let's say, 'perfect'. and it's not about the date, the number, and whatever! and so much for the explanation. let's just blame all this to my ever freakin' mood swings. that's it. and besides i bet i'll just end up saying a lot of stuffs (even ones off the topic) and that may as well include some things about the past and all. ha, you, see, i'm kinda weird.

enough for that.

i had my eyes open at 4am. earlier than the usual. but i stayed on my bed for like an hour. and dwell into nothingness. until my alarm clock made its way to remind me that it's a monday, and that it's my first day in school -- after being away from my ever beloved high school for almost a week. and that was, of course, due to fever, colds and all the coughing thing that almost made me confined in the hospital. i was under observation for pneumonia and good thing it was just "almost pneumonia" (haha, if that's the right way to call it.) until now, i actually don't know how to call the disease which struck me. my doctor advised me to have an x-ray check to be sure of whatever it is. i had taken a lot of medicines already. i'm currently taking this certain antibiotic (the seccond type actually since the first one seemed not to take effect) which is 800 mg, tablet for my cough (the third type already) and this cute (yeah, i find it cute:)) capsule for my colds. plus, of course, paracetamol for fever-slash-headache. wah, is this drug dependency? addiction? err.. anyway, my doctor prescribed them. and ever since i was a kid, i have regarded my pedia the best doctor ever (second best, actually, for I do believe He's still the best-est). So where am i? wah, i told you, i have the tendency to write a lot of things and go beyond the topic. well anyway, before going to the real point, i spent my entire 6 days last week at home. Yeah, that was when i felt so sick and all. and you see, everyday seemed to be the same as the other. err. I felt so bored and all. the same routine. sleep + medicine + food + cranberry juice + sleep + sleep + sleep. well,i really need a lot of sleep and rest, anyway. but two activities made that 'vacation' fun, in a way. one, i re-read my ever favorite "The Notebook" . the other, i was able to watch some chapters of Princess Hours (super thanks to ivan for lending me the dvd:). Ok, so going back to this day, i was able to arrive at school earlier than the usual. I was able to attend the flag ceremony which i am very looking forward to attend these days since sooner or later, we'll have our last.*sigh* i was very happy to see my classmates and my friends again. I guess i have to admit that i really missed them. (with that, how can i ever imagine my life after graduating?*another sigh*) then we had our grad practice in the morning. we had a recap on the grad song (good thing, for i don't really know that song) and the ncr hymn. during our practice, i got a little tired and felt some pain on my back. and from that time on, i became so not in the mood and i felt like going home. but then, i did not, of course! In not more than 10 days, we'll be graduating. These days are the last days...ones that i am really looking forward to spend with my entire high school family. ok, so after the morning session, we had our lunch break. funny stories and jokes. good times. and all. then, we had our practice for our presentation for our clearance in our Pinoy class. during the afternoon of our grad practice, i felt so very tired. and i did a couple of mistakes. shame on me. haha. still, i find it as something to laugh about:) after the grad practice, we had our presentation for Filipino (thanks to ate rachel for lending me the apron:)) and then, we had our choir practice. then, it rained. and i have no umbrella. but the rain stopped already just right after (or a few minutes earlier) choir practice. Thank you Lord, you're the best!:)

suddenly, like the usual, i feel the need to stop writing. haha. told you, just one of the effects of my mood swings. toink.

anyway, happy birthday to frances! and yayi, too!:)

*camdae*